This is how my life is gonna be from now on. Because of the pain. Because of the drugs that I take for the pain…because of the drugs that I take for the side effects of the other drugs, I mean, you’ve seen it. It’s only gonna get worse. My life, it’s all up here now, really, but it’s taking over.

And gradually I’ll slip further and further into thinking solely about pain and that’s not worth living for.

(via sherlcoat)


This is the most accurate thing I’ve ever seen in my ENTIRE LIFE

(Source: stokesandoates, via thevarangianguard)

"I am so sorry to all the people I hurt while I was hurting."


(via krnandy)

but here’s the thing…
depressive episodes aren’t meant to last this long.

when I’m having a hard time, I distance myself and withdraw, and that’s normal. but even the best of friends, and the most supportive of people, eventually grow tired of waiting. and if the bad time turns from days to weeks to months to years, you come through it eventually, only to realize you’ve lost everyone on the way.

(via almost-orphaned)

tagged as: #personal #depression

The finished keychain for badwolflupin
Ten, Rose, and creepy-Rose.

The finished keychain for badwolflupin
Ten, Rose, and creepy-Rose.

tiny Sherlock FIMO keychain 

Hey guys, anyone wanna buy some stuff from my etsy store?
I know there’s not a lot of stuff up there at the moment, but my inspiration’s kind of at a low lately.


Anya and Xander reunited (X)


Anya and Xander reunited (X)

(via iwillfindyouandiwillshipyou)


“fuck it” tends to be the last thought running through my mind before making any final decisions

(Source: profound-sins, via danglingthpider)




in all my years that i have been on this earth i have not played spin the bottle once. does this mean that i’ve never actually lived? do a lot of people actually even play spin the bottle? or is its importance and prevalence stretched and exaggerated in media? these are the questions of the hour

Are teen parties with alcohol and red solo cups even real?!!?!

Has anyone ever participated in a food fight?!?

(via mycroft-at-the-musical)


shoutout to people working weekends and overnights and overtime, people working in hospitality and retail and food service, who are sacrificing time with their loved ones, so fuckers with weekday desk jobs get to live comfortably with the amenities we provide while simultaneously shitting all over us for not getting “real jobs”

(via imagine-monkey)

tagged as: #ME


some people think life is like a roller coaster but my life is more like one of those rides that spin really fast so you’re pinned to the wall and can’t do anything about it

(via brother-fox)


Today was just one of those days… when nothing is wrong, but everything still sucks.

That’s more like it.

That’s more like it.

Whoa, six asks out of the blue! I don’t know what brought this on, but you’re awesome, thank you :)Gonna answer them all here under a cut.(also… pineapple?)K, so:favorite color:  black / redfavorite drink: coca-cola, coffee, gin & tonicfavorite Sherlock character:  John Watsonfavorite book: when I was younger, Stephen King’s “Dark Tower” series (esp. The Wastelands). These days, I don’t know. There are too many… I can’t really choose one.favorite subject in school: I didn’t really like school (too many bullies, and everything was kind of boring) but I liked biology the best, I think. Favorite teacher would be my comp science teacher in highschool. She was so sweet, and when the bad times came and my life was falling apart, she seemed to be the only one who cared enough to help me.Favorite song: that’s an impossible question! I’ll go with “Hotel California” as an all-time favorite because that song is just perfection. Favorite artists include Eddie Vedder, Elliott Smith, Pink Floyd and Amit Erez.
favorite non-Sherlock character: The Doctor, Buffy Summers, John Carter, Mark Greene, and um, Malcolm Reynolds.

Whoa, six asks out of the blue! I don’t know what brought this on, but you’re awesome, thank you :)
Gonna answer them all here under a cut.
(also… pineapple?)

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